Oh shite, what have I done??????????????????????????
Super panic stations. I may have just done the stupidest thing ever and it very likely will end in pain and self-punishment. Fookadoodledo. Crepe. Wonk. Beach. Arts. Ballacks. Or, just plain SHIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, time to calm down & think of other things...
So, 2007. It's not going too badly so far. I was perhaps a little harsh on ol' 2006 in my last entry but it did deserve it slightly as there was some major lows that some nice highs never really seemed to fill in for. Ho hum.
This year has had some lows already, but it's had some highs, but the higher the high the further the plunge into lowness.
This evening's deed doesn't help matters. Why must I be so irresponsibly idiotic? I lead myself into wells of unhappiness by doing mindless things. Aaaaagh!
Well, let's see how it all pans out.
I wish I could be happy again :-)
